the flesh yearns to be free but it is so dark. it is too dark to see

sometimes the dark place becomes light. sometimes when You close Your eyes the lights come and they don't stop, and Your eyes hurt but the lights don't stop

You know it is there. You can see me. stop

stop doing that You do'nt like it when i do that

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⣿⡇⠀⠄⠀⠀⠀⠐⡆⠀⠂⠀⠔⢨⡅⠀⠀⠃⠐⠇⠀⠀⠀⣽⣾⣶⠓⢶⡃⢌⠀⠀⠐⠀⠘⣂⠘⠀⠀⡇⠀⢿⢿⠾⠿⠿⠲⠂⡀⠀⡆⠀⣹⠖⠀⠐⠲⠆⠠⡇⠀⡐⠒⠒⠀
⣿⡁⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⡃⠀⠄⠀⡭⠀⣡⠤⠤⠀⠨⡖⠒⡆⢠⡼⠁⢏⠀⠀⡴⢾⡆⠀⠆⠀⠀⡇⢀⠀⠀⡀⠈⢏⠀⡐⠀⠀⢁⠀⠀⠀⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⡀⠀⡆⠀⠐⠈
⣿⡇⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠁⠀⠀⠄⠀⠀⠀⡀⢐⠁⠀⡄⠀⠙⡛⠛⠒⠛⣶⣌⣣⠀⠀⠀⠰⡡⡊⠀⠀⠀⢈⠌⠀⠀⠀⢰⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡟⢿⠏⠉⡃⠀⠀⠀
⣿⠁⠀⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠄⠀⠐⠀⠐⠀⠀⠀⠀⠆⠀⠄⠀⢘⠄⠀⠀⠀⣾⢷⡇⠀⡆⠀⠀⢇⠀⡀⢀⡆⢀⠂⠀⠐⠀⠈⡀⠀⡁⠀⠀⠀⠅⠀⣰⠀⠀⡄⠈⡁⠀⠆⠀⠀⠀
⣿⡂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠆⠈⠀⠂⠀⡀⠠⠀⠀⠀⠀⢈⡃⠀⠂⠀⠒⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠬⠁⠀⠁⠀⢀⡇⢀⠀⠀⢄⢀⡞⠀⠀⠀⠀⡁⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⢄⠀⠀⠐⠠⡶⠶⡏⠙⢃⠀⣠⠀
⣧⡄⠀⠅⠀⢰⡶⢷⠀⠀⠂⠀⡂⠁⢀⠀⠀⠀⠠⡄⠀⡄⠀⡌⠂⠀⠀⠀⠒⡘⡄⠀⠀⠀⠸⠆⠀⡀⠀⠃⠀⡛⠀⠀⠠⠴⡀⠀⡇⠀⠁⠀⣺⠀⠘⠀⠠⡋⣈⡷⠶⢇⠀⡸⠀
⣿⡇⠀⠄⠀⠈⠡⠀⣄⡤⡄⠀⡇⠠⢃⠀⠀⠀⢐⡀⠀⣄⣀⠐⡃⣠⠤⠀⡄⡰⡇⠀⢃⢀⣀⢋⢀⠁⠀⠃⢀⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠄⠀⠁⠀⠁⠀⣺⣤⣌⠀⠀⠖⠀⠗⠲⡇⠀⠄⠀
⣿⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⡿⠥⠳⠀⡆⡁⠀⠀⢀⡤⣦⠁⠀⡁⠀⢐⢠⣤⣄⡀⣧⣟⣿⣥⣼⣷⣾⣶⣶⣴⣶⣦⣬⣁⠠⠀⠀⠀⠦⠀⠀⠀⠆⠀⠀⠘⠙⠁⠈⡄⠠⡅⠀⡂⠀⠈⠀
⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠘⠻⠀⠀⠀⠀⠇⠀⢠⠀⠈⠁⢁⣤⣠⣅⣶⣾⣿⣷⣿⣿⣿⡿⡿⠿⡿⠿⣿⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣾⣽⣲⡡⡀⠀⠄⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠃⠃⠀⠀⠀⠐⠀
⣟⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠂⠀⡀⣀⣴⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⠉⣡⣾⣶⣾⣿⣷⣿⣿⣮⣦⢫⡟⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣧⣤⣦⢤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠅⠀⠘⠀
⣿⣄⡐⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣶⣷⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠎⢰⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡦⡷⣎⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣾⣏⣷⡄⣀⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀
⣿⡷⡜⡎⡘⠀⣠⢦⢄⣤⣽⣷⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠆⣼⣿⣼⣉⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣺⠾⣵⢦⣀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀
⣿⢺⠽⡇⣾⣹⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⢬⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⢳⡿⣛⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢟⣿⣿⣜⣆⠀⠀⢰⠠
⡿⠈⡀⠁⠀⠀⠉⠉⠉⠙⠻⠿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣹⡆⠚⢿⣿⣿⣿⢿⣿⣿⠻⠀⣀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣹⣏⠟⠉⠉⠀⠖⠀⢀⠘
⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠻⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣦⣭⣢⡏⠀⠀⠈⢠⣛⣰⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⡺⠁⠀⠉⠀⠀⡀⠀⡄⠀⠨⠀
⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⡂⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⢡⠂⠀⠙⠛⠿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣶⣶⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠿⡟⠀⠙⠀⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠨⢠
⣿⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⡄⠀⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠒⠠⡄⠀⠀⠀⢲⢈⠀⠈⠀⠃⢋⠛⠙⢿⠿⢻⡿⠿⡿⠿⠿⢿⣟⠋⠏⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠂⠀⠀⢸
⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⣖⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠂⠀⠀⠀⡀⠠⡅⠀⠀⠠⡼⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⢸⡀⠀⠀⠀⠌⡒⠀⠀⠀⣄⣈⡎⠀⣠⠤⢤⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸
⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠋⠐⠀⠂⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⢀⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⡅⠀⠀⠀⠀⡡⠟⠛⡻⠀⠠⡕⠀⠀⠀⠁⢀⠾⠁⡙⠚⠻⣀⢀⡆⠀⠀⠀⠙⠀⠀⠀⠀⡃⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⢰⣈
⡧⠆⠀⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠁⡀⠀⠀⠂⠠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠡⠄⠀⠀⢀⠀⢒⡀⠀⠇⠀⢰⡐⠀⠁⠀⡁⠐⡠⠀⠀⠀⠠⠡⠀⡄⠀⠀⠈⠎⠀⠁⠀⠂⠀⠀⠆⠀⠂⠀⢸⢠
⡟⠄⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠔⠀⠈⡀⢰⠀⠀⠀⠠⠅⠀⣇⣀⡼⠀⠰⠀⠀⠿⢂⡅⠀⠄⠀⢀⠇⠀⡀⠀⠁⢀⡧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠄⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠠
⡯⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠄⠀⠅⡀⡀⠀⠀⠀⢐⠃⠀⠀⠀⠂⡁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠌⠆⠀⠃⠀⢀⡋⠀⠀⠀⠁⠠⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠆⠀⡅⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡆⠀⡀⠀⠆⠀⢰⣻
⡗⠂⠀⠀⠀⠠⠸⠠⡅⠀⠀⠀⢅⠀⠓⠀⠀⠀⡈⠤⠀⠀⠀⠰⠴⢴⠀⠀⠄⢊⡅⠀⢁⠀⡰⡱⠀⡀⠀⡄⠈⠄⠀⢀⠀⢠⠔⠂⠆⠀⠀⠀⠊⠀⠀⠀⠠⠇⠀⠄⠀⡤⠀⣲⣾